WRONG trip...

There are many T-junction in our life... although in which path way u are walking , u can walk till the end with ur will and wish... BUT in every choice of urs there is different ending... FOR me , MY mistake start from the place I choose to study... I am safe for the 1st year BUT after 1st year end i am " GG ''... I choose the wrong way... I have make a WRONG decision... WRONG choice for my life... I never make this mistake but for now I cant be that confident to do any decision especially in love world... WHY are you putting me in this place... WHY ? IS there a need for u to do? CANT just let me feel the colourful part or i should say the warm part of love ma ? MY love world is totally dark right now... NO colour , not even black and white... I can see all of my friend enjoy their time with love one but me ? I enjoy life with family , friend , and myself but not you... WHY ? WHY ? WHY? I let you walk in my life... WITH or WITHOUT you my life is the same maybe without you i can have a better life... I should have watch P.S 男 earlier and understand what is love... FOR him , love is SUCKS... HE ever say that in LOVE GAME who show their heart 1st then who is the looser... I think I am... CAUSE I had show mine... From now on.... i wanna be back myself... I DON ' T CARE...

BACK to the PLACE I stay be4..

I have not write a blog for quite long time dy... If i am not mistaken the last update is last year gua... HAHAHAHA... Time pass really fast... I moved out from MDM Wong house for half year dy... I am quite surprise for my movement... WHY ? WHY ? WHY ? Why i move out ? At here I got a lots of memory... GOod MEmory, bad memory, or even unforgettable memory... After i move out from here... EVEN my parents buy me a car I am still having boring life.. WHY is it like that? I really dont really understand till now... REmember last time when I was here , although we seldom go out or can say as did not go out but we never feel bored... THIS half year is really killing me... DONT really know how or what can i say... BUT is killing me... TODAY 11th of JUNE... I am here... I am here in MDM wong's house... TRYing to find back those memories... When i walk in the door of this house , the feeling is just like when i back to my own home... OH... How sweet is it... I plan to stay here for few day , in between here is a good place for study... WISH me good LUCK in exam... JIA YOU~~

after back Miri...

Finally, is 2010... So happy that I can see all those friends that i meet in Miri.... Remember the first day I arrive is on a lovely Sunday... I arrive here around 2 p.m. My friend pick me up from airport and then bring me to my old PLACe... So happy I can meet my friends.... By the time I am still ok... . He ask me to stay at his uncle house... WaH!!! I really headache... I start to blur... What makes me blur ne?? Of cause is not food... But what I am blur is where should I stay tonight... I wait for my friend that plan and make me move out... He arrived on the evening..The first night I am "safe" But then when second night... I need to find place again... WALAO~~ That kind of life style is just like when the Japanese army.... Move here and there... Wow.. I hate that life... until one day, I being "halao" by my old housemate... I call one of my brunei friend , ask him wheather there is any place for me to sleep... Once I stay I stay for year... haha.. Of cause there are other things that make interested with this house... Let me keep it as secret...Now life back to normal...

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY...

Today is FRIDAY and tomorrow will be SATURDAY. Today is FRIDAY and yesterday is THURSDAY. Those are the thing my cousin used to say few years back... Now he is already studying in aussie... He could not play with me, joke with me and so on... He teach me a lots of thing... Some is really good and some are not so good... He is a funny person but he will never forget to think for others... Why all this thing come out from my mind? I guess i am missing him... What I wanna say in my blog is about FRIDAY... For my school life, i really like Friday... This is because when Friday comes , school's life is totally gone... I am sure almost every student like Friday... But then... When you are in uni or college you will hate FRIDAy... Is really boring without friends and the one who you used to be with everyday... Life is sucks...

JUST FOR YOU...

真想和你聊一聊天 很想看看你溫柔的容顏
多想聽你說自己並沒有變(努力說服自己你沒有變)
很想看我們從前的照片 多想和你再接近一點
你現在的心是靠在誰的身邊(你現在的他是否真已從心所願)
是你變了嗎 我的影子笑我的人好傻 是你變了嗎
我已經跟不上你的步伐 是你變了嗎 對你的感覺應該停止吧
已經不明白你的想法 已經不再看見你眼中的牽掛

HOMESICK....

I really miss my home... Can time pass faster so that i can go back and meet my family? I wish tomorrow will be the last day of examination... Why people used to say "好的东西是值得等待" Is this true? I dont think is suitable here lo... I really miss my brothers, mother, father, grandma and so on... I am sure everyone who is studying outstation will have homesick especially when those who study outstation are sick... This is the time they miss home... I have not meet my family members since the last semester break... WOW.. I think is two months be4 eh... Remember the last day i wake up that early and help my parent... WOW... although is having hard time but i am happy... I really 羡慕 my friend that can go back and meet their parent... "HOME SWEET HOME" THis is a true thing... No matter where we are, what we are doing , home is still the best place...

钱钱钱。。。

人类为什么要创造那么多东西呢 ? 创造的最错的就是人类创造了钱。。。 每种东西都是要用钱才能得到 ？在这世界上 ，除了亲情和爱情，没有一样是有钱买不到的。。。 我觉得这是无可否认的事实。。。 人类每天都在忙，到底在忙什么呢 ？ 我觉得每个人的心中都是有着一样的答案。。。 而答案就是钱 ！钱只不过是纸张加上颜色和签名。。。 就是这些纸弄得我们神魂颠倒。。。难道我们就注定为这些纸张而奋斗吗 ？不过如果我们不奋斗， 我们就一事无成。。。