bored weekend...

I am having a bored weekend... I never feel this bored before... I really dont know what to do since Friday... My day really hopeless and this feeling start exactly after she send me the last message... "You go and sleep then jiu wont miss me le ah".... that is the last message she sent... I really cannot understand... how long can i sleep?? three days?? I wait her message till midnight... after i sleep she is still in my mind... Why is this happening?? Is this because i already in love with her? I am really blur... But when she did not send me message i really feel that my life is meaningless and hopeless.... What I cannot understand about myself is why i am excited about suday... Is this all because she is coming back or Tomorrow is school day? I dont feel happy and save without her message so my weekend i seldom go out... Even i go out i will keep on take a look on my phone... wish that she reply my message... Wish her can see my blog... Thats what i did this weekend... bored till death...

我最近不知道为什么。。。

好久没到这里来说心事了。。。最近又发生了好多好多事! 有些事情让我欢喜，又有些事情让我忧。。 让我觉得骄傲的是我已经开始认真的读书了。。以前多数时间我都用来和同学聊天。。要不然就是捉弄老师。。我们这班都是男生所以会比较乱。。老师在这里我想为我们所作的坏习惯道歉。。。真得很对不起你啦！！这一切的一切过得实在是快，转眼我们来到美里也快一年了。。有朋友的日子过得很好，不过我现在只是想要好好的把我所没有读到的书补回去。。如果你们约我而我没去的话就请你们体谅我啦！真得很对不起哦！我也不知道我会什么会这样说，应该是我已经想通了吧！我最近的心情真的是乱到我不知道如何说是好，就连和我一起住的人都会觉得我是不是精神错乱了。。我很常乱讲话，作弄人，和其他我很少会做的东西！！而且我还很常问：“我是不是神经？” 我也会说：“我的心很乱，有谁能帮我” 我也会不时不时的叫别人的名字，当别人问我叫他做么时，我都不会回答他的！！writting mandrin is really hard la... please forgive me for using two language... is too slow for me to taip chinese la... okie lets continue... beside that, one of my room mate i think is also crazy le... he is trying to quarrel with the whole world and always wanna "jio" people in facebook... He lost a friend just becaause of facebook war... The person is also one of my house mate... They quarrel on a word... And the word that cause them to qurrel is "sucker" I dunno who should i help and when we go out how are we going to arrange sit for both of them... they cannot sit together... must be different car or one infront and one behind... haiz... is that what both of you really want the friendship to be? Thats are part of things i am worrying now... Beside that, what make me feel happy is i learn to be more steady in "love"... I learn that if ones cannot be "lover", we should try for friendship... but i dont think there are alots of them can accept that...

~I am having a bad day~

Today is Friday... For me, today suppost to be a good day but then I am having some problem my house mate....I think Friday is a good day for all of us who is still studying in MALAYSIA.... THIS is because ON Friday, we can go back earlier and is the last day of the week we meet our teachers... Today, as usual, after class i went back home and online... Be4 i arrive home, one of my room mate is already there... He is there with a bit "black face" He ask me to see his 'FB'[facebook] He say some one is saying or telling his bad thing on his wall... AT 1St, I could not see what is really going wrong in the message... But after that, my room mate keep on asking me is 'him' home... I just give him answer that i dont know... Cause i could not see any serious on his face... But when time goes by, he become more and more 'hot'... When is about noon, the house mate of mine is back... MY ROOM MAte pack a few plastic bags of water and throw to next door... The house mate of mine "kena" a few drop of water and so he stand up and have a look... This is where the war start... At first the qurrel about the FB... THen they start to talk about their old story... HAIZ... Is really hurt lo... FRIENDS is like that de ma?? WHAT is funny is when They are qurrel on the most 'high' point... I climb over to stop... WHEN i am climbing, i fall down just like a durian fall onto the ROOF... IS so pain and shy... BUT they still did not stop... Only after i walk in and pull one of them away... HEY FRIENDS, IS THIS HOW WE TREAT OUR FRIEND?? I HOPE YOU TWO KNOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO TELL AND WONT GET MAD BECAUSE OF MY BLOG.... PLEASE LA... SHAKE HAND... BECOME GOOD FRIEND AGAIN...