bored weekend...

I am having a bored weekend... I never feel this bored before... I really dont know what to do since Friday... My day really hopeless and this feeling start exactly after she send me the last message... "You go and sleep then jiu wont miss me le ah".... that is the last message she sent... I really cannot understand... how long can i sleep?? three days?? I wait her message till midnight... after i sleep she is still in my mind... Why is this happening?? Is this because i already in love with her? I am really blur... But when she did not send me message i really feel that my life is meaningless and hopeless.... What I cannot understand about myself is why i am excited about suday... Is this all because she is coming back or Tomorrow is school day? I dont feel happy and save without her message so my weekend i seldom go out... Even i go out i will keep on take a look on my phone... wish that she reply my message... Wish her can see my blog... Thats what i did this weekend... bored till death...